Are you happy?

It's been so long since the last time I wrote here... I'M SORRY!
I'm not going to leave this blog anyway, I've just been a bit busy with... things.
Today I'm just going to write down some random shit, I'm sorry to bore you with this!


The point is that... well, I'm NOT in love. Love is something different, this thing I'm feeling now for this guy is so fucking platonic, I'm somehow ashamed.


I'm wondering if everyone of you, at some point of your lives, have, or have had, that person. That special person that you'd really love to know better because something is constantly telling you that he's special (well, for me it's a man, for you maybe it's a woman!). I'd love to get closer to him and just know how his life is. I'd love to know all the meaningless things he does and... I'd love to know if he's happy now. I feel so silly thinking that he may be unhappy with his girlfriend and so on, he would have left her if he was not happy, would't he? But then I think about all the people that stay with girls/boy that make them cry or angry or whatever... and I seriously wonder if he's happy. I don't think that I'm the right one for him and all that romantic/egoistic shit. Hell, I don't even know him! But I'd really love to let him know that... life's too short to waste time with people that don't make us happy. I mean... I may not wake up tomorrow morning... he may not wake up tomorrow morning... I'd ask him: "If you died tonight... would you die as a happy man?"


Ok, I'm done with this! <3 Thank you for reading and...

Are you happy? -> comment here to tell me! ^^